Just a blog by an alpha submissive man who wants to share what he knows (or finds interesting) with the web, hopefully in a fun and informative way.
Supposedly the two finalists were HBC & Reese Witherspoon. I'm so glad it wasn't Reese. Or for that matter, Sarah Michelle Gellar who was also approached for the role. Both of those blondes are far too "All American" cute for me to think of them as some hard edged, chain smoking, tormented soul of a sex pot. And though they are smokers, RW proof & SMG proof, neither have shown the kind of voracious appetite for nicotine that both Helena and Winona demonstrate. And Marla, well she smoked like a chimney.
Weddings are so weird for me now. After my first marriage ended, (and we did the whole 9 yards of wedding), the feelings I have now at weddings are a whirlwind of emotions. While I always strive to be present in the moment, and happy for the couple - I find that its tough to undo the life experience of having had a marriage end. Coincidentally, one of the guys getting married recently sent me some pictures of the woman shown on the right. He thought it was amazing how much she looked like my ex. And he's right, she does. I'm 100% sure that it's not her, even though it's been 10 years since I last saw her. But she looks more like her sister, than her real sister did.
One of the sites where I was gifted a one month membership was young-goddess.com Today I was encouraged to return there and, it's gone. At least it's gone from what it was. Personally, it always seemed a bit overly commercialized IMO. The girls were pretty, but the girls were really girls - usually a bit too young for my tastes. On the plus there was lots of smoking & strapon play in the scenes. And occasionally there was something I was really struck by, like this icicle - woah. But generally it seemed so staged that it smelled like someone who was mostly in it for some money.
If one of us kinksters decides to go and purge themselves and go in a different direction - hey, best of luck to ya. But the need to say my jacking off is killing life, well... c'mon kid. I got plenty of little guys left. And there is plenty of medical evidence that says firing the cannon keeps the tubes cleared. So maybe God wanted us to jackoff from time to time. At least that's how I'm going to choose to see it. ;)
So, when you look at this gorgeous woman, what springs to your mind? Is there a gamble involved? Did she catch you cheating? So, when you look at this, what's YOUR context?
For me, there's just something awesome about chess. I don't play it often anymore - in fact it's been years. But I do remember more than a few fun matches in my lifetime. 
